Take It Hard
[Chorus: Lara Johnston]
You take it hard
Could be your darkest days
Are all behind you
You take it hard
Don't go so far away
That I can't find you
[Verse 1: J. Dash]
Uh, look
I feel like my heart is gone, and every night I wish that you would
Feel this pain all over every moment after this
I'm numb to all sensations of pleasure and recreation
Doin' anything for some sedation' started pacin'
And the stress is startin' to show up in my body, losin' weight
Losin' sleep, losin' sanity, somebody tell me how to deal with this
I've tried it all, I've cried it all
Until I couldn't cry at all, man, you have no idea
'Cause everybody has their expectations of how long
They think your pain's supposed to last 'fore they sayin' you should
Get back off the pine, force a smile like everything is fine
Act like it's gettin' easier with time
Now I'm lyin' to myself and I'm too stubborn to admit it
'Cause everyday it gets a little harder to forget it
And every second hurts, it's only gettin' worse
And momma say I need to go to church, but it's too hard
[Chorus: Lara Johnston]
You take it hard
Could be your darkest days
Are all behind you
You take it hard
Don't go so far away
That I can't find you
[Verse 2: J. Dash]
Yeah, yeah, look, real talk
I swear I never meant to hurt nobody when I started this
Wish I could go back in time and not play any part of this
'Cause now our family broken hearted, it's too hard to swallow this
Pill that I feel made of steel, what's harder is I'm wrong
And I feel the guilt, layin' in this bed of nails
That I know I built, tryin' to escape but I'm
Trapped inside this cage, and this cage is on a stage
So all can see my pain, but I'm still way too ashamed
I'm David Blaine, I'm runnin' away
I'm packin' a bag, I'm leavin' today
And you could try to stop me but I made up my mind
Except it's constantly changin', I'm constantly changin'
And ain't nobody facin' what I'm facin'
So I'm racin' but I don't know what I'm chasin'
But I'm runnin' strong, but before I'm gone
I stop inside the moment just to find some atonement
'Cause when it's gone (It's gone), it's gone and it's too hard
[Chorus: Lara Johnston]
You take it hard
Could be your darkest days
Are all behind you
You take it hard
Don't go so far away
That I can't find you
[Bridge: J. Dash, J. Dash & Lara Johnston]
Ain't no way to change it, face it
Look it in the face and tell it I ain't about to let you
Affect me, wreck me
God has promised that he would protect me
So even when it seems like, I can't fight
I know that it's always gon' be alright
'Cause life has many mountains and valleys are all around them
So keep on rollin' with it, with it
[Chorus: Lara Johnston]
You take it hard
Could be your darkest days
Are all behind you
You take it hard
Don't go so far away
That I can't find you
[Outro: Lara Johnston]
Find you, ye
Find you, oh
Find you, oh
That I can't you
Find you, ye
Find you, oh
Find you, oh
That I can't you