My Bad Best Year

Now I'm Sitting back thinking
How I'm in the shit that I'm into
And still tryna kick it hard like I'm doing jujitsu
I'm in the club tryna make it rain like it's Monsoon
And go home to the same shit
With nobody to vent to
It's hard when got problems
Without a problem solver
Stressing with depression
Drinking heavy out the bottle
Wanna end it all
Steady starring at a revolver
But that's some selfish shit
Knowing I'm a fucking father
I do this for my daughters
And I do this for my family
Wanna take my momma to the Grammys
And make my daddy happy
At a point in time
Jaee Colee was all that I had
She been with me thru the good
But even more thru the bad
Then Daja came along
The best I ever had
She's pregnant with my child I'm a fourth time dad
I lost it all and I got it back
And really Daja had a whole lot to do with that
Wanted to get away so we moved to the A
Seem like we been vacay for 2 months straight
Momma I appreciate ya
Cause you always had my back and you never forsake me
Many times I probably made you mad you never disclaimed me
Yeah
I know sometimes I be all on some selfish shit
But it's only gone take myself just to make me rich
I start everybody else while I just sit on the bench
But sometimes the coach gotta go in and get the win
It's time for me to take a dose of my own medicine
And I can't stop now cause I'm gas peddling
I think ppl know now that ya boy heaven sent
I gotta go and get the whole thang I ain't settling
I got the same 24 just like everybody
Still a bad boy like I'm mike Lowry
Lux made well paid
Still keep it cool and collect
Yeah you know I see the shade
Life a mfer
That's why I do what I do so I don't have to suffer
Mane this hating like a virus I stay in my bubble
Mane I'm so confident but I keep it humble
Man this world I gotta conquer
I been down before but now I standing tall
And you ain't down with dub it's fuck all of y'all
I'm the best that ever done it
If we talking bout the realest nigga can we keep it honest cause I keep it one hunnid
Aww yeah
Aww yeah