Deserved

I Find it Crazy How you lied to me this whole time
Thought you was my dime
Got Me thinking bout Where I wanted to last
Now the pain here's Vast
Treated you how a women should be treated
Don't Understand why the hell you Cheated
You Betrayed my Trust to help your Lust
Now to me that's messed up

Same Bed but it feels just a lil bit bigger than it did before
Cant help but dream of the days when you was my baby and more
Then I wake up hurting and crying
Chest throbbing like I am Dying
I'm so Lost in Thought Don't Know if or what I did was Wrong
Baby I don't Understand , Don't you know that I'm Yuh Mans
Yoh Left yuh phone unlocked and I saw some texts should've Curved
Baby How Could you Oh why, Who the fuck's this other guy
All my love went down the drain and that what really got on my Nerve
Get the Hell up out my face, hope he's got room at his Place
Couldn't even think of a time n place when the hell this even occurred
Girl because you wanna lie, Grab yo things Ubers outside
Still think about the times and wondered if that's what I deserved

Looking back at the times, I should've seen the signs
Especially when you first Lied
But I was distracted by maybes, telling me I'm crazy
Why you doing this to me baby
Now I'm all cooped up in Room, Tryna think of what the hell Ima Do
You aint by my side, I'm lonely tonight
This is all that's on my Mind

Same Bed but it feels just a lil bit bigger than it did before
Cant help but dream of the days when you was my baby and more
Then I wake up hurting and crying
Chest throbbing like I am Dying
I'm so Lost in Thought Don't Know if or what I did was Wrong
Baby I don't Understand, Don't you know that I'm Yuh Mans
Yoh Left yuh phone unlocked and I saw some texts should've Curved
Baby How Could you Oh why, Who the fuck's this other guy
All my love went down the drain and that what really got on my Nerve
Get the Hell up out my face, hope he's got room at his Place
Couldn't even think of a time n place when the hell this even occurred
Girl because you wanna lie, Grab yo things Ubers outside
Still think about the times and wondered if that's what I deserved