LOVED ONES
Saver all my days cause
I ain't really happy till the day ends
When everything don't seem worth it
An i now we never meant to be perfect
Holding on my purpose
Get a surface glimpse
An i don't really know why they worship this
Copping mechanisms that i keep equipped
Post-traumatic stress an i can't forget
An she can't forgive
An girl, I just dont know what love is
Doctor got me on drugs they keep me sick
Everything is different when i take this shit
Everything is different when i take this shit
Told um I can stand on the back of my words
Keep some medicine just to ration the curse
Bin a couple of years with my feet up on turf
Told um we gone get it any means that work
Question if this rock bottom
Looking at my worst
Why feel like home when im looking at my hearse
An Everything cold since my feet up on the dirt
An i don't feel the high till my mood to low
All chances in a row line up then they go
An i know how it ends
Swear i came too close
Know a couple of loved ones turn
To a ghost
I aint like to look
So my eyes stay closed
We don't see the same things
You ain't gonna change things
Remember being young thought
I had everything never was enough
Knew I wanted more
Spin-revolving doors keep my head in the clouds
With my Feet in the frame
But that's never bright
Cause the difference
Bin a faint line
AN never cold feet when it's game time
Know my expectations bin to high
So i take everything you say by the thin line
An i don't really feel the same
Let the drugs hit your spine like a bullet in your brain
Know i keep a little mix the numb with the pain
Thanking god that I'm
On this
Earth
Today it be a perfect grave
You can write your will but the cursive stays
An i already know what she gonna say
Put your words away i know we worth the wait
Running through these nights that we drown out
Sipping on this cup got me slowed now
I can keep you high when you come down
An baby we dont ever gotta come down
An Everything seems so real An everything
Just don't feel the same everything just don't feel the same
Told um we gone get it any means that work
Question if this rock bottom
Looking at my worst
Why feel like home when im looking at my hearse
An Everything cold since my feet up on the dirt
An i don't feel the high till my mood to low
All chances in a row line up then they go
An i know how it ends
Swear i came too close
Know a couple of loved ones turn
To a ghost
I aint like to look
So my eyes stay closed
We don't see the same things
You ain't gonna change things