At Least I Can Say

I received a voice mail
Late last week
My mum and dad
Said they were just
Worried about me

They heard that I've been drinking
They heard it gotten bad
They hadn't heard
That you and I
Had broken at last

But I don't wanna be the one to
Break the news
That, the reason I drink
Is cause I can't talk to you

And I don't wanna be the one to
Apologize
Cause, we fought so much
It doesn't matter who's right

Do I go out
For love
Don't want to drink in darkness
But maybe I don't want to go out
No I...
No I...
Don't Know...
Oh...

I don't know...

At least I can say that I
Tried

I left you back in college
To start my new life
I met a girl who's perfect
But she's just not you and I

I know that she's Catholic
And I know she's full of life
But she doesn't know I drink a lot
And dream of you at night

And I don't wanna be the one to
break the news
That
The reason I drink
Is cause I can't forget you

And I don't wanna be the one to
Just get by
Cause, you seem to be doing
More than alright

Do I go out
For love
Don't want to drink in darkness
But maybe I don't want to go out
No I...
No I...
Don't Know...
Oh...

I don't know...

At least I can say you were, mine

But you slept around and messed about
And didn't care for your soul, no
And you made me forgive you for things that
Shouldn't be said out loud

You were never good for me
Never good to me
No...

No...
No more drinking alone...
No...

At least I can say that I
Tried