Fear

Can't say that I'm not happy
Can't complain about my life but
Sometimes, I just can't fathom
What it'd be like to dream without fear
Lately I'm in a mind rush
I know I don't grind much
But I certainly know how to find love
I'm in love with my person
Yeah, I'm a mine-fuck
They call me a love bird
'Cause I know how much flying hurts
'Cause I'm always in the sky
Distant from lies (And now I'm falling)
It's hard to find my mind in earth
'Cause I despise nerves
But now I been caught stuck
Long story short, I'm in a doubt truck
I'm afraid of falling
I'm afraid the game keeps gettin' taller
I'm afraid of gettin' caught up in those little cautions
'Cause all the warnings are lettin' me exhausted
Meeting lawyers and doctors and think that I'm aiming for higher
I'm training my mind so one day I can be a scientist
I'm afraid that artists are too left for our world
They can leave this argument so we can leave disarmed yet
I'm afraid to admire something I can't adquire
Damn, it's too fucking high up
But they're disgusting, high and fucked
I ain't never drugged it I'm way too up
Fuck anything that's artistic
I'm way too autistic for that shit
So quit it, I'm too afraid with it
So I'm afraid my life kills me
And I'm afraid I witness it
No mates, no peers, no faith in my lyrics
Will I make it? We'll see it
But I'm afraid of what the future can make appear
So I'm disappearing for a day to see what
The past has to give me, what the heck is missin'