Lust

You know i feel a kind of something
Girl You know that one thing
Girl You know that feelin when were kicking it together

Feel a type of tension
When i show affection
When you get attention
Girl we got that luv connection

I be feeling this way. Tellin mum i found the one, i hope this aint a phase
Cause i found myself up on the gram, i wonder if she got a man, if she do i bet it’s lust, attention for the sex he crave.

Late nights we be calling, on the phone, im an ear to the tears she be pouring, all the pain he be causing, the red flags that she end up ignoring, first he scoring, and then he bouncing cause he always finding love boring.

You know i mean it when i say it girl i never meant to love you, girl i never want to put myself above ya, got me in a state, where i pray, every night, for the right, man to come up in ya life, now i realise even if it isn't me, i wouldn't wanna be,
The person getting feelings from a distance, when the vibe inconsistent, non existent, man im talking bout the feelings that im giving, never getting them returned for a minute.
Been a minute, no responding to my text, even though i know you seen it.
Girl you know that he be cheating, but you dont wanna believe it
See the makeup on his shirt, but you seem to want to clean it
Trust scale 1 to 10 its saying something, he’s between it
And he’s smart you’re looking for the texts, he already delete it
See me getting worked up, always telling me to leave it
Cant you see it girl im jealous and i hate the fact i mean it
Hearing him up on the phone like who the fuck is he calling?
But you dont wanna confront him due to fights he be causing
I said come back to my crib, interrupted while talking
Cause i see you smiling just to keep the tears from falling
And i know that we be vibing, different feeling when you’re with me
Getting calls at 3am, telling me you really miss me
But you miss him too, he claims he’d never cheat unlike the rest, its like you gave him all the answers at the start of the test. It’s like that..

You know we feel a kinda something, see the pain you’re covering, suffering, see the love you’re offering oh
Doesn’t see the girl he’s crushing, there’s nothing, theres no loving, no cuffing, stop fussing, lets turn this into something

I be getting in my feelings when i see ya, cause i'm counting down the seconds and the minutes till i leave ya, cause i know you need an ear, you need someone to give you loving, are you seeing me for me? Or for the pain that he be causing? Cause your tugging on my shirt, your body rushing when we touching, it’s a shame i feel it’s just to help the pain that you be numbing,
Now this shit has got us running in our shoes i feel we swapping, cause im falling for the things that i wanted you to be dodging.

As i sit here, im drinking and im thinking of all the times that i fucked up i try to hide my tears by blinking, i let it sink in, the feelings that i had for you, tryna find distractions like smoking and drinking malabu.

Hit the blunt, feeling faded, letting loose, got me elevated, feeling numb, man we traded places, wanted love, but only acquainted, feeling dumb, feel degraded, devastated.

How can i fuck with a girl with no feelings, these emotions that i’m living with and dealing with for being a good guy for sure, but girls dont really fuck with that, and now i realise i wasnt even close to that.
Man this girl had me chasing real quick, tryna be a better man yeah i aint tryna dip, good guys finish last for sure thats a fact, dont be tryna change my mind, man i stand for that.

You know we felt a kinda something, see the pain you’re covering, suffering, see the love you’re offering oh
Doesn’t see the girl he’s crushing, there’s nothing, theres no loving, no cuffing, stop fussing, lets turn this into something

You know i feel a kind of something
Girl You know that one thing
Girl You know that feelin when were kicking it together

Feel a type of tension
When i show affection
When you get attention
Girl we got that luv connection