Therapy

I ain't been to church in a long time
I don't even pick up the phone line
I haven't picked up the phone to call family lately
Lately I been trapped in my own mind
I been feeling like I owe time
Been feeling like home is a whole lie
Been feeling like
Those who hate me
Patiently waiting
I break character the whole time
Whole time
Uh
I ain't never been faking
I got these demons that I been facing
Feeling like I'm so close to my dreams
But me and my fears are a little to adjacent
Feeling like I'm
Complicating
Complications
Time is wasting
I'm complacent
I'm debating
Why I'm waiting
I'm so patient
Feeling like I can make it
But I can't take it
Uh
Nobody told me that this life shit
Wasn't righteous
In the slightest
And that's fair
Might just
Go and fight this
But I'm conscious that I might not like this
And that's fear
Might just
Go and fight this
Cause I'm lightning
And when I write this
Yeah that's rare
And I care
But I don't
So tell me what the fuck you want
I want
What I want
And I want it all
Tell me what the fuck you want
Tell me what the fuck it is
Tell me what's the fucking point
For any and all of this shit
I don't even really know
I don't even really care
Tell me what its really worth
For all this shit you wanna hear
Tell me what the fuck you want
Tell me what the fuck it is
Tell me what's the fucking point
Yeah