Was Today A Matter

so today was the day that was a matter
why can't everyday be a matter
was i ment to be here in 1991
was i just a girl back then

why can't i make since in life
am i here to make no since

since i begun my future
i've become more muture
cause i've growen up
i'm such a imsprationally girl
i like to feel disapointed
i like to be creative in my own ways

sometime's i can make my own rues
sometime's i just can be in my own living world

am i making since here ?
am i moving to a different step of my life
when can i make something right

wanna keep the heart in the right place
never want anything to deep touch it