Be Told The Truth

Be told the truth
Be told the truth
How could something be so fallen apart?
How could something be so fallen apart?

How can I enter my name in the book?
Above the beggars' hands will look
Boy who wrote half of them
But who wrote the other half of them
How do I wish it had been?
If I'd never been shown the truth
Every twilight, I went
Every heartbeat, I vanished