Letter to You

I hate this feeling of feeling stagnant
I hate not knowing what’s gonna happen
Things I’m seeing just make me sadder
And when we talk, I’m just getting madder
Cause I know you lied
But I loved you
And I wonder if that fucking mattered
Know you was hurting
And was tryna move past that
I tried to stick it out
I’m loyal, know that I have backs
Know that I had yours
You ain’t have to ask that
Sometimes I felt you running game
But you not a halfback
I’m not an insecure nigga at all
And we were not together
But we were still very involved
You know I love you and I’d always try to answer your calls
But you were hiding texts from niggas tryna get in your draws
The only thing I ask of you is that you open with me
Wanted to trust you
But sometimes I feel you toying with me
You try to show me the best of you not all of you
I want the good, the bad, the ugly
Not just parts of you