What If ?

What if I never win?
What if i never get to the place i'm supposed to get?
What if I lose my mind, and I start to flip?
Would you be there for me, or just abandon ship?
What if I fall off?
Would I still see your name in my call log?
What if I needed a favor?
Could I call y'all?
Probably not. All the shit I did for you man you probably forgot
N***** smiling in my face I know he probably a opp
What if he wanna whack me?
What if my father never left how would it change my family?
What if my parents never met, what if they never had me?
What if this shit is pointless what if y'all don't understand me?
What if I blow up off this tape what if i win a grammy?
What if I move my momma to Bahamas where its sandy?
What if Me and Jawayne settled down and start a family?
Questions that i gotta ask myself
Heavyweight champ of this rap I got that belt
This is so heartfelt, I know you gotta feel me
Some nights I just stare at the ceiling
Like, What if?