faulty system

Can't go out with my friends cause you said to wake up and go to work
Called out the next day laying in my bed you steal my worth
Blue jacket
Cover up the havoc
Slow time down
Just enough to have it
Don't mean to throw away
All the good that somebody else could take
She could do so much better
But you don't want to let her
You're only home when you take me from my own
Now I'm pleading
I only want a chance but damn I can't
Blood is what you want
Not giving you that
My faulty system is all that I have
Started meditating
Participating
In ways I didn't know
I might get frustrated
I know how to take it
Pedal off control
See no jacket covering the havoc
Making time stop ticking on static
I'm letting walls cave in
All the good that I'm now familiar with
She could do so much better
I'm never gonna let her
Let anybody get best the best of her
Started feeling
I wanna take a chance cause damn I can
Blood is what you want
Not giving you that
My faulty system is all that I have
The thing I've realized
It's all about reframing
Every moment
My faulty system is all that I have
You say I'm sorry I didn't mean it
Too many times
All for you to break me down