Liar

[Verse 1]
It's all just one big cope
It's all one big excuse to myself to tell me I did something
That I'm worth it
But what is it I show for it?
Another product for pride and ego so that I feel like I'm more
And it hurts that I was right
That three years ago I already knew that it was you who filled the void
So who the fuck do I write for when I can't even commit to my righteousness I preach that alone, I'd be good?

[Chorus]
I guess I'm just a liar
I'll look back on my tracks and feel just like a king or a mere liar
I hope that one day this song will make me another liar
I'll forever be a liar

[Verse 2]
And I know tomorrow I'll probably be finе
I can think twice once more bеfore tumbling down a rabbit hole again
I'll entertain it for today
I'll just vent this track in ten minutes so future me can hold his power again
But there's gotta be a price to pay
A blind eye to life could someday cloud my heart from art
But I guess that's just the price I'll pay
To stay alive I'ma need my own mind to rewind and tell me what's truly important to me

[Chorus]
I guess I'm just a liar
I'll look back on my tracks and feel just like a **** or a mere liar
I hope that one day this song will make me another liar
I'll forever be a liar

[Verse 3]
I dreamt of you today
Recently I feel like I'm bursting apart
'Cause I'll remember how it was
And what it could've been if I accepted your heart
Loneliness did get the best of me
That confusion gets me lost on who's my enemy
I'll love and hate you for today
I guess I'm just a liar