Too Much

(Tell me if it's too much
Tell me if it's too much
Hold my head down, is this it?
I don't know where to begin
Can't tell my parents or my friends)
Tell me if it's too much
I've been staying up for 2 months
I'm real careful with my movement
Hope my past don't try to screw me
Feeling in yo stomach, will I throw up
Think Ima die I'm paranoid so I do drugs
Patient with me thanks but will I eva grow up
Keep making the same mistakes ova and ova
Said you bout it well nigga do something
Let it be known that yeen neva fuckin shoot nun
I been writing songs I stayed up to 2 sum
I took a break from rap I been going thru something
Fans in Serbia I got fans that's out in Tucson
They sleeping on me like ya boy a fucking futon
I don't got friends, only the real it's just a few of em
Don't you betray me why these people so abusing
Tell me if it's too much
Tell me if it's too much
Hold my head down, is this it?
I don't know where to begin
Can't tell my parents or my friends
Aye but fuck that shit nigga Ima a real one
With this goal I take evt comes with it
I know it's scary but sometimes you gotta risk it
Shit I'm going thru it only make me bigger
I blame myself for everything I won't play victim
I'm thinking better, now I'm older, I turned wiser
I don't believe nobody cuz they ass be lying
I don't show love cuz they think it's cool to try me
Showed me no love you think I care if you don't like me
When I was going thru it how come yeen neva write me
Back in high school had some dudes that's tryna fight me
Life been feeling useless nun really excite me
My parents be like damn boy why you never smiling
Well shit it's prolly cuz don't nobody likes me