The Blue Hour

All I ever needed was for you to know I care
Feels like my mind is working in a way that I don't get
I've waited all my lifetime for the day I left this land
But now my ship has sailed and all I want is coming back

I fell in love with a record that I found
Feels like this pain is going up and down
I've wondered all my lifetime if the love would ever win
But I never got the answer

So don't be angry, I just need some time to think about myself
As the days are going faster than I thought it could have been
Don't wanna face the aftermath

I wanna change but there's no key that fits into the door
Why every day feels like the one before?
I've waited all my lifetime for a way to clean this mess
But now my chance has gone and
All I want is to find a place to be myself
It's getting hard to be myself

So don't be angry, I just need some time to think about myself
As the days are going faster than I thought it could have been
Don't wanna face the aftermath