Chain

People walk past me when I try to say hello
Maybe it's cos I'm used to being in everybody's shadow
Walking down this street it just must be a lonely road
Lonely road lonely road
I wish I was never brought in this world
I wish I could turn back time and listen to my girl
They say life is a straight line well mine goes in a swirl
It comes back to me that I might just be the only one in this curl

I just wanna walk away from pain
But it's not so easy when it's got held down to a chain
My demons be hungry I'm the starter dessert and main
Trying to get my anger and tame but I can never again
Every time I open up she just goes
Got me wondering why won't she pick up the phone
Is it cos she starts reminiscing about my cologne
Why am I so imperfect to the sadness I am prone
Yeah

To think back to reality
I never asked for clarity
Dive deep in love will you marry me
I don't need a gun
To take my life away cos honestly I be feeling to much
I just wanna go but hey wait
Said her name and I feel shame
But her name is my failsafe
Got me dropping rolling rotate
I write songs to keep my going
In this other reality I see a lyricist considered heroic

I wish I was never brought in this world
I wish I could turn back time and listen to my girl
They say life is a straight line well mine goes in a swirl
It comes back to me that I might just be the only one in this curl
I just wanna walk away from pain
But it's not so easy when it's got held down to a chain
My demons be hungry I'm the starter dessert and main
Trying to get my anger and tame but I can never again