The Words I Couldn’t Say

[Verse 1]
I know it’s been so long
I think I’m finally fine with you being gone
But I’m still hurt by your words
Cause what you did I didn’t deserve
Those memories that we shared
They stuck around in the air
Memories from when you cared
Sometimes it’s like you’re still there
I want to know everything
Like why’d you stop responding?
I just want to know why
Why’d you become the bad guy?

[Verse 2]
Maybe I’m just naive, but I wanted to believe
Maybe I was just too young, but I know I wasn’t dumb
You don’t know how long I’d wait
I’d move, I’d resign, I would change
If it meant I could see your facе one more time
Hе loves not only me, but he calls me his baby
So I say it’s cool that he does what he wants to

[Hook]
Was I a victim? or was I just in love?
How will I cope? Haunted by your ghost

[Verse 3]
If I was the right one, then why’d you up and run?
If we were meant to be, why aren’t you here with me?
Don’t you know how I feel?
I felt as if we were real
Don’t you know how I think?
You’d never prioritize me like a drink
Maybe it was all in my head
Maybe I should just go to bed
But I can’t stop thinking we used to be something

[Verse 4]
I’m sorry for your mistakes
I know you promised me you’d do better
I’ll keep on waiting for that day
But I know it’s not coming eventually
It’s time to let go of this fantasy
Our fairytale didn’t have a happy ending
Far apart in distance and age
When you left, I was in such pain