Synthetic Beauty
My head says so so
Beautiful
They say I'm
Still
delusional
I think that its so wonderful
Synthetic beauty
Taking this agonist
Reminds me of total bliss
Electrical impulses
Synthetic beauty
Wonder what its like to be
Happy
Every other specimen
So fucking
Crappy
The drugs make it bearable
Sometimes
I stay inside
And ponder life
Oh
Wake up
Realize
Wavelengths of light
The likes
Never seen
Wind rips
My hair
Out of the shape
That id always seen
Chemicals oh
Liquid dreams
Course through my blood
And at my seams
Leaves fall
Trees dance
So many colors of grass
I cant believe
Iv got a voice in my head
Says
Don't you fuck me
Every other weekend
Go out and party
I don't wanna fuck
Just
Sit and hold me
I'm a broken boy
So please control me
Pull me
I don't fold easy
So fucked up
Might have to
Drag me
Out
Out
Its pathetic how
I
Am
Now
Oh
I'm freaking out cause
I hit your pen
The blues hit
I'm wasting breathe
Confusing
2 tabs
I might just lose it
It makes my life
Pure music
Bushes blowing in the wind
Violet
Rays of light
Tranquil
The earth sits still
As i roam
I
I miss the old me
I miss our memories
When I wasn't angry
I crave the times I
Had
I think back on my past
My head says so so
Beautiful
They say I'm
Still
delusional
I think that its so wonderful
Synthetic beauty
Taking this agonist
Reminds me of total bliss
Electrical impulses
Synthetic beauty
Signals my brain
Keeps giving me
Hope
But its no use
Blood brain barrier
Begs and pleads
I'm a voyager
I exceed
I'm exploring neural pathways
Brain loops
Bleeds
Do it all in the name
Of
Art and greed
They say drugs suck
Turn you black
Push you out on the street
And send you straight to crack
Well look at me
Well look at me
I'm chasing butterfly's
Stars and dreams
Well look at me
Well look at me
I'm the shadow in your closet
Nightmares
What's pretty
White and pure
I'm not worth a single score
The
The drugs they hit my nerves
Brain waves cake
And fucking curve
Bliss just my subconscious
Means
Its all an illusion
Internal
Tranquility
Blood
And the bruises
Bliss just my subconscious
Means its all
An exception
The beauty
We subject
Cause its all
Your perception