Bad Decisions

Special

So we fall outta touch and I ruin your trust
I should be in love
But it's never enough,  without you
Without you it's a punch in the gut
Wanna hit self-destruct
You know I love you so much
But this life really sucks without you
Without you

We could be special, it could be amazing
You're fucking careful
I should try the same thing
Shouldn't be perfect, I'm making big mistakes
It's just these-

Bad decisions i'm on a mission
To make a hundred thousand bad decisions
I try to dance your rhythm
But all the bad decisions
I don't ever, ever listen
I made a hundred thousand bad decisions
I got it twisted, I'm getting twisted

Aye and I make, and I make
And I make bad decisions
She hate the fact that my heart on my sleeve
And it's not in my chest
So it's back to the bad
Where the past all went?
All of my time was spent
Burnin' holes in my brain
Since I never forget
I needed peace and time
I needed peace and quiet
Just so I could blow out my brains
You know I'm never myself
Never been picture-perfect but I
Still made it work
Put my heart out for certain
I'm in her mouth like I'm Dennis
I hate the fact I'm a menace
I hate the fact that I played with your heart
But pretend like I didn't
Pressure the syrup, I'm steady
Suppressing the pain, but it is what it is
Know on my life was the shit
Yet I still don't understand it
But fuck it, I'm up in this bitch
Probably too hard and I'm high like a kite
Pour the lean in my Sprite but
It give me the light, yeah aight
Now my jaw steady lockin'
But, momma, don't worry
You know how I'm rockin'
I tweeked in the alley, OD'd in the lobby
Lost myself couple times, spot 'em, I got 'em

We could be special, it could be amazing
You're fucking careful
I should try the same thing
Shouldn't be perfect, I'm making big mistakes
It's just these-

Bad decisions i'm on a mission
To make a hundred thousand bad decisions
I try to dance your rhythm
But all the bad decisions
I don't ever, ever listen
I made a hundred thousand bad decisions
I got it twisted, I'm getting twisted