Nowadays

John Proctor

Man I Can't relax
Wake up early in the mornin finna stack up all these racks
People don't know what you go thru try to say that I relapse
Always acting like some fools try to see how I react
Got niggas that give me dab
Same niggas that be changing and talk behind my back
Yea i had a couple freinds that i had to subtract
Wasnt seein eye to eye and they always gon distract
Okay
I just had to isolate and do my own thing
Lookin in the mirror I'll forever be the same
Try to pave a way for all them niggas in a cage
I pray to the lord that my soul he will take

When I'm in the studio I'm on a rampage
Feelin like the Rock with that belt up on my waist
I use all my pain as fuel writing lyrics
If you don't go thru pain how the hell you finna gain
Only child
Mama raised me all alone always had smile
Taught me everything I know she deserves a crown
Grinding harder everyday so I can get her a house
Back to these lil boys talking out they mouth
Your my son's ima put you all on time out
Matter fact I'm put yall in the trash pile
Cause all these rappers garbage and aint got no style
Ima light skinned nigga and always had the sauce
Take a look like at my closet its like shopping at the mall
And I even barely try its a walk in the park
Crossing up on these niggas bitch I came here to ball
I am 6'2 most of these other niggas small
She wanna tall nigga look my phone she just called
Comin thru for the night yea that pussy wanna brawl
All these lame dudes shy and they always wanna stall
Hold up

It's a shame nowadays
Even in the summer time niggas they always throwing shade
Bouta put em all in they place
Most of these niggas old and lame think they starting to decay
Well nigga here's a bandaid
Cause I know hurting always seeing me on a display
I remember when They used to degrade
Now they actin friendly cause I blew up like
grenade

Feelin like Jeffery fuck out my face
I could give a clue what all these people say
chillin in my bed room bouta get laid
Once I am done think it's time to get paid
Working like a boss yall to busy taking breaks
Never taking risks cause yall niggas so afraid
House ass niggas always be hating
Flexing on the gram but you aint gettn paid
Look at my fit the emoji with the flames
Fresh Ray bands resting on my face
Watch glistening you can see all them rays
Just copped these don't step on my js
wanna cuff her but she playin mind games
You just a sucker always begging her to stay
She came to me she was tired of your ways
But anyways got so much at stake
253 and the 360
That's where I'm from just in case you aint know
I remember walking thru the meadows
Tryna figure out how I'm finna get this doe
Work 9-5 I'm worth more than that
Working on my music and yea that shit slaps
Chasin my dreams you don't know about that
Only live once had to get up off my ass

It's a shame nowadays
Even in the summer time niggas they always throwing shade
Bouta put em all in they place
Most of these niggas old and lame think they starting to decay
Well nigga here's a bandaid
Cause I know hurting always seeing me on a display
I remember when They used to degrade
Now they actin friendly cause I blew up like
grenade
It's a shame nowadays
Even in the summer time niggas they always throwing shade
Bouta put em all in they place
Most of these niggas old and lame think they starting to decay
Well nigga here's a bandaid
Cause I know hurting always seeing me on a display
I remember when They used to degrade
Now they actin friendly cause I blew up like
grenade

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