Now I Know

I could never tell you what you meant to me
And now you've left me here to die
Alone
In my own misery
All by myself
Tonight I can breathe
Now I know
I know I won't be here for all that long

I was happy didn't think you'd leave me
I was thrilled
By seeing you
And then you left me here
I felt so naked
'Cause you took all of my clothes
And then you kept on feeding me
With hate and guilt and more

I could never tell you what you meant to me
And now you've left me here to die
Alone
In my own misery
All by myself
Tonight I can breathe
Now I know
I know I won't be here for all that long

If I was to tell the world about you
And just what you meant to me
I wouldn't know where to begin
Because
I just
Loved you deeply
And you stabbed me in my heart
From nowhere else but this guilt

I could never tell you what you meant to me
And now you've left me here to die
Alone
In my own misery
All by myself
Tonight I can breathe
Now I know
I know I won't be here for all that long