I'm Trying

I've been gone since September
And I'm still trying to get away
I look in and try to remember
My last happy day
In this room, there ain't nothing
To keep my mind occupied
Letters, pictures, and memories
Haven't seen much of those in a while
And who I am and who I was continue to fight
And I don't want to leave this place in the same state of mind
I can't wait to see your face, can you wait to see mine
I might not be too different, but know I'm trying
You've been gone for a while now
Since I really can't remember when
But the last time that I saw you
I sure thought I'd soon be seeing you again
While you've been away, I've been hoping
That you would figure out what is wrong
I'm sorry that I haven't been writing
It didn't take much time to write this song
And who I am and who I was continue to fight
And I don't want to leave this place in the same state of mind
I can't wait to see your face, can you wait to see mine
I might not be too different, but know I'm trying