Don't Leave

I got a
Pit in my stomach, but what to make of it
No one is far from it, but the loss from it
I wonder how god does it, what's da cause of it?
I neva felt more alive, then when I loss something
Tried to murder his fears, and get away with it
He churched his chic on a sunday, no chic fila wit it
Then back to work on a monday, the devil stay winning
Yeah
The devil stay winning
There's nothing realer then watching the casket drop, and your stomach with her
Just want to join her, lordy, come take me wit her
But too much work here, you know you can't go
Unh
I tell em keep the condolence, that's not important
The news don't care about your loss, they just reporting it
They can't relate to your trauma, and that's unfortunate
You let these kid tell it, they grew up orphanaged
Like you owe child support, or something
A little give back, got to be worth something
You worth more to them dead, that's postmortem
Job pushed you over the ledge, you can't afford it
Risked his freedom and caught a charge
Now we gathered in this courtroom, reunited by loss
That's where most of you get involved
Well atleast its not the morgue
Gone
I done took so many losses, shit is unreal
Pray you recognize that I'm yours
My heart too full to be halve half loved
The only time you look concerned, is when I cough
I lost friends over jealousy
You don't exist to me
I hope you find what you searching,I cleared the history
Life's too short to be back and forth with a mystery
If you ain't for me, then you against me, that's policy
They found my found my mans in his crib, dog ate his face and leg
He did it all for survival, that's on the Bible
The other Keith threw his life away over bullshit
So while I'm alive, I need my flowers, I'm him foreal
How do I cheers to an empty room
Nobody cares, just an empty tomb
Devoted years, blood, sweat and tears, to these so called careers
And broken bottles of beers too
But I hear you