Potential

Ya know I wasn’t gone do this
I just got some shit to get off
I just want you to listen

Uh it’s tears down my face as I vent in this booth
It’s sincerity I feel that I’m living my truth
Thought this bottle and this weed would help numbing the pain
I’m breaking down on this journey to money and fame
No I don’t want your love I do this for me
They say your city never will is it different for me
God help me understand what you want me to see
Cause honestly I’ll never be what they want me to be
But who am I and who’s screwing me
Cause I’m a headache women don’t know what to do with me
Red Missed calls I don’t get back to em
Enjoy the moments and try not to get attach to em
But I believed in you despite my gut feeling
And for a moment I forgot my value worth millions
Cue spot billiards ran you like every game
I use to tell you bout my dreams and how my life would change
And that text at two AM I swear I hated you
Cause you the one I really wanted got me jaded to
These other bitches that love me and want the spot now
It’s cause I make the type of music they get faded to
And all this pressure from everybody’s taking a toll
I’m suppose to be the next Drake Russ Kendrick or Cole
I never doubted that heaven sent burn in my soul
That taught me early believe you’ll accomplish your goal
The confidence can be misinterpret as arrogance
I’m stressed out and I need to meet with a therapist
Spacey hit and I’m still coming with better shit
I really do this don’t ever question I’m cut for this
And honestly my deepest pain from my own city
Complete strangers that love me more than my own city
And still I ride show love to ones in my own city
Promise to be bring every dollar back to my own city
RIP to Nipsey Hussle your lessons survived
You woke up a generation your legacy lies
The Marathon the music I’m inspired inside
To gamble everything I know put my life on the line
And to the ones in my past I hope that you hear this
And when I make it all happen I know you gone feel this
Joshua

I hope it last
Life move so fast
I’m in a dream
A cloudy theme
The perfect match
We’re under attack
I’ll save you
I’ll save you ooo babe
I know you got potential
I know you never meant to
Your past does not define you
We’re scarred but we’ll be fine boo
I swear I don’t regret this
The feeling so infectious
Just fall back and let me catch you
It’s your touch I’m running back to

Maybe I lost myself a bit on this journey
Or maybe I just found me
No matter what promise to always give you me
I go by the name of Joshua