Disassociate

I just wanna go on a long trip ya know
Just be alone for awhile
Clear my head it's been real heavy
I just need some time

I don't wanna feel no more
Bro just called me up don't wann drill no more
I be walking past stores don't wanna steal no more
Had to stop taking meds cuase they don't heal no more

I'm in a real crazy place now
Anxiety got me shook I wanna break down
No room to go back I've out grown this space
And if you wonder why I'm quiet
It's cause I'm in a dark place
Everything I say just know I mean it
I hate to hear I love you cause they don't really mean it
People all up in my space
But they ain't giving what I'm needing
I stay walking on the rope
Doing tango with my demons
Life's a mess
I'm feeling like a failure
I'm on a journey full of test
But I lack the answers
What's a life without mean
Or a soul with out a purpose
Everything ain't what it seems
We barely scratching the surface
That's why

I don't wanna feel no more
Bro just called me up don't wann drill no more
I be walking past stores don't wanna steal no more
Had to stop taking meds cuase they don't heal no more

Had to stop poppin pills so I could see clearly
thinking bout lil T bro I swear I miss you dearly
The hate is real cause the real be fake
That's why I don't trust a soul
I feel they can't relate
I know the love be hate
But still will smile in my face huh
If you real keep it real don't try to snake sum
Cause I can peep
Third eye in tune
If you going through the rough
Just listen to my tune
Real rap
No cap
Just facts
That's what I live for
Ian ain't never felt love
why try ta live for it
Stopped tryna fit in
Cause I wasn't built for it
Music is my destiny
So I can't ignore it