i'm here

Ruined my whole life just to see you after school
Toured in your city so you'd think I'm so cool
Made you an 8th wonder like a lovesick fool
Meet me at 7 at the neighborhood pool

Married for money to a loveless fool
Made you my dream man with words that i drew
Planted two cedars that rotted to the root
People-watched at ponce, stomachs pasta-full

Try me, text me, love me
I'm here
Call me, hate me, know me
I'm here
Try me, text me, love me
I'm here
Call me, hate me, know me
I'm here

Knocked on your door 'til my knuckles were blue
Obsessed with "Imagine," so I don't know what is true
Felt my whole life break with one shift in my mood
Prayed for november, settled on solitude

Try me, text me, love me
I'm here (Oliver)
Call me, hate me, know me
I'm here (November)
Try me, text me, love me (I think I'd lose my mind)
I'm here (Why do lovers?)
Call me, hate me, know me (I think I'd lose my mind, I think I'd lose, I think)
I'm here

Try me, text me, love me
I'm here
Call me, hate me, know me
I'm here
Try me, text me, love me
I'm here
Hate when i'm lost in my head and not here
But you're here

Die, july! die!
Die, july! die!
Die, july! die!
Die, july! die!
Die, july! die!
Die, july! die!
Die, july! die!