Irreplaceable

How do they expect me to live, when my life’s gone
I swear to God, id do any for the right song
Face to face with these demons, yo my lights gone
I contemplate ending all, this my night song.

Im living a life, with nobody but me
I stopped asking for help, cause nobody hear me
Cant keep living this life, getting harder to breathe
Im just getting a high, while I watch myself bleed.

Why do they say that they here, when they really not
Not every house is a home, so im moving out
I mean, when you left, you took everything
You still brighter than a diamond, put on any ring.

I slowly suffocate without you,
How’s it love, trust not the issue
Never wanted a future, if my future wasn’t with you,
No matter the frame, still you couldn’t see the bigger picture.

Now my head is gone, and we grown apart
I shoulda listened to my brain, but i did my heart,
I shoulda never showed my pain, cause you took advantage
You just took all that I offered, and with that you ran with.

I can’t even hate you, cause I swear to God we human
I can never fucking forget, all the shit that you did
Put you higher than I should have, girl I swear you first
But I wouldn’t have done it, if I knew your thirst.

My heart aches, when I think of you
I had to slow it down, to tell you what I think of you
I swear I gave you my all, while I was dying slow
But I cant ever fucking hate you, cause im tryna grow.

I swear to God, id never close a door
But I never suffered pain like this before,
Cant keep living my life, it’s a life full of lies,
They say everyone dies, and I think its my time.