where I used to be alive

How do I find myself again?
When I had it all and lost it at once
Where is the path I learned to walk?
Steps in reverse, forgot the right verse

This past version of me is blurred in my head
Don't know how I feel, don't know how I think
I don't wanna go through all again

I am lost
Trying to get found
Never been surrounded by so many dark
I can't see the path
There's no shining light to guide me back home
Where I used to be alive

How do I find who I wanna be?
When I had this picture of me at 23
Used to write song bout dreams and love
But now I can't rhyme a single word

This past version of me is blurred in my head
She's pastel colors and I'm fading gray
I don't wanna go through all again

I am lost
Trying to get found
Never been surrounded by so many dark
I can't see the path
There's no shining light to guide me back home
Where I used to be alive

(Light me the way, light me the way)
(Don't stay the same, don't stay the same)
Where I used to be alive
(Light me the way, light me the way)
(Don't stay the same, don't stay the same)

I am lost
Trying to get found
Never been surrounded by so many dark
I can't see the path
There's no shining light to guide me back home
Where I used to be alive