Angel

What's wrong with this picture I've been painting
Maybe it's been blurry from the start
I think that I've been silently bleeding
Doctor says it's a preplanned broken heart
Try as I might I just keep faking
Feelings that I cherish like gold
Why does it feel like I'm breaking
A promise made to be forever years old
I really hope your mom doesn't hate me
Really that would break me the most
If indifference is the killer of love
Then lock me up and throw away the key
You keep giving me your feathers so I can have wings
It's too bad
I'm not fit for flying
I feel like I'm fighting my ghost
While you're on your knees begging me for more
While I'm balling up my fists, you keep giving me these gifts
And baby I just don't deserve them
I really hope that if you replace me
Baby just make sure she
Knows the hand she holds
If indifference is the killer of love
Then lock me up and throw away the key
You keep giving me your feathers so I can have wings
It's too bad
I'm not fit for flying
Maybe it's just a temporary fix
But my God I hope it's not permanent
Your lips on mine are worth every risk
I'm just a girl on this earth and you are
The angel I kissed
I can't fly up there with you
No matter how many times you ask me to
Baby I'd only ruin your virtue
I can't fly up there with you
If indifference is the killer of love
Then tell me why am I still crying
You keep giving me your love, you think I'm good enough
I destroyed you just the same for trying
Maybe it's just a temporary fix
But my God I hope it's not permanent
Your lips on mine are worth every risk
I'm just a girl on this earth and you are
The angel I kissed