path i choose

Learning how to just pass by
And never stay too long
Say we have while it lasts
Even though we may do it all wrong
But things will get better with time
I live my life better out loud
I'm putting down the
I'm putting down the weight of the world
So I pray at red lights
Left or right give me a sign
But you say that red lights
Led you down the wrong dark road
Lost in the day
While you're living you're digging your grave
And I'm fighting your heart
I know I'm far from home
Following my heartbeat
Don't you tear apart me
Blinded by the darkness of your love
And if the path I choose
Keeps us side by side
Then I don't like where I'm gonna end up
It's different now looking down as I pass by
I'm thinking less is more
Yeah the road ahead is unknown
And I don't know if I can get there on my own
I think I should know better by now
I pick out all the bad things and do them well
When am I gonna
When am I gonna ever learn the way
Finding this happiness is not easy
No other place it could come from but me
I'm putting down the
I'm putting down the pain of the world that I carry
Lost in the day
While you're living you're digging your grave
And I'm fighting your heart
I know I'm far from home
Following my heartbeat
Don't you tear apart me
Blinded by the darkness of your love
And if the path I choose
Keeps us side by side
Then I don't like where I'm gonna end up
Now my thoughts create
My reality
No I don't need a boyfriend i need therapy
I was afraid to live
Now I'm afraid to die
Oh what a way to exist
Lost in the day
While you're living you're digging your grave
And I'm fighting your heart
I know I'm far from home
Following my heartbeat
Don't you tear apart me
Blinded by the darkness of your love
And if the path I choose
Keeps us side by side
I don't like where I'm gonna end up