To Keep
Just turned eighteen I'm thanking god I'm still alive
Thankful he pushed me when I contemplated suicide
Dealt with depression but I'll never let it take my pride again
Use my music just to cope with how I feel inside
So I don't gotta keep containing my feelings
When I bottle it all up it make it harder deal with
Know my family got my back I swear god they the realist
And If you dealing with the same shit I hope that you feel this
Cause I've done seen a lotta shit
And I done been through some my dark phases
Man I swear I've seen the darkest places
People that I thought would never switch up they just changing faces
Been through it trust me I know sometimes it get hard to take it
You only live once so cherish it for it's gone
Everything happen for a reason you just gotta stay strong
It's all apart of the plan just know that life move along
And even when you don't feel it remember that you belong
Don't let someone who's not you control how happy you are
Don't let in negative energy let em hate from afar
If you gotta dream you only live once shoot for the stars
Cause tomorrow it ain't promised know this life is bizzare
No matter what struggles you go through gotta keep working hard
Through all adversity you gotta keep on playing your cards right
I'm living proof I swear I'm beating the odds, I
Can do whatever long as I'm under Gods sight
Don't be discouraged if you think that you still need some time
Even for me it took a while to find my peace of mind
Know there's occasions where you gonna feel so you weak at times
But I promise you can do anything you see in mind
Don't be discouraged if you think that you still need some time
Even for me it took a while to find my peace of mind
Know there's occasions where you gonna feel so you weak at times
But I promise you can do anything you see in mind