Some Little Tragedy

took the train and arrived in the dirt
this little tragedy is more than an airplane crash
maybe I already forgot this one thing
the shade that lets grow what i am
this dark stripe that lets me stand out

comparing our lives, comparing our worlds
looking back it makes me ashamed. I'm sorry

when I close my eyes, I see my mistakes
I shut my mouth and say the wrong words
I couldn't miss your helping words more than now
But everything's gone, desperation took control over me
despair walks close to me again

and I'm ruined by my own weakness
broken, shattered with no end in sight
I can't turn nowhere without getting hurt
this is no life - this is a fucking prison cell
can't believe how much this pain hurts
how deep you were into me
how low a man can get
faith, trust, betrayal the second time

this line leads us to total chaos
throw over what meant the world to you
Betrayal the second time
it's not the same, colors change
eyes and voices, they ruin my life
it's not the same

you can't help me
can't go on, can't stop this now
what brought us here will bury our hearts
face down in the past,
who or what is burning now?