I Don’t Feel Right

[Verse 1]
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I can never say things real life
Lately gettin' high 'cause inside I don't feel right
I am not untouchable, homie yes I can die
Put me out my misery, headshot so I can fly
Angel in the landline popped out
Lately I don't care about everything I rap 'bout
Women so borin', next please lift me up high
All I see is gray days even when the sun shine

Yeah I'm talking 'bout yo issues
Iced off for years, disorders I have been through
This is not a manifest, no this is mental
I got whеre I be now, only cause I bеnt rules
Vices, cut my head like ISIS
Used to be addicted now I fight it
Chasing paystubs, man a quarter million flopped out
Best thing I ever did to come up was to drop out

I don't wanna be a rockstar
Just wanna be real rich cause I drop bars
Feel like God, really tryna test me?
I could drop a bomb threat, chest strapped, press me
Y'all can't really guess me when I'm gassed up
Livin' in a bubble that no one can't visit lately
Solo-dolo I don't want nobody in my head no
Only time I'm breathing real air is from a window
Smoke in my lungs like a phantom
Brainstorm, all my real lines really random
Hands up, look who got a gun, now back down
Hands up, look who got a gun, now back down