Change My Way

[Verse 1: K21]
There's a war going outside, but I ain't leaving yet
I pull the covers over me and try to sleep instead
Try to vividly live a dream, I won't run and hide
I let the screams and the sirens become my lullabies
Committed, can't quit it and feel I never had the chance
Harbour every thought until I rumble off an avalanche
Striding like a dark horse, humble while I gallivant
Going for the extra mile, stuck inside a traffic jam
I guess I just got an ear for it like Van Gogh
Say my name thrice, I appear, both of my hands closed
Beyond ephemeral, diamond in the rough
Sitting on an emerald, delivered from the general
I said it all and never thinking I can dodge it
Like prescription and a promise should be fixing every problem
But this feeling that I'm holding's all I need to the end
So whenever I'm feeling blue, I start breathing again, and say

[Chorus: K21 & Joy & Sparks]
This road I'm building till I pave my way
Brick after brick until the daylight came
And soon, I promise that I'll change my way
But till then, I'm just living every day by day
And every morning, while I lay wide awake
Drifting away, looking at the rain side sways
I said I promise that I'll change my way
But till then, I'm just living every day by day

[Verse 2: K21]
Still in ADL, where it's all good but never say we're well
Just play our cards whichever way they're dealt in
Church City, looking out a window where the pane was held
Instead, we gave ‘em hell, no presence of an angel felt
A frame of health, now I'm smashing to bits
Cynicism, feel I'm living in inadequate skin
Crawling, bin falling down till I and in my sin
Night terrors had as a kid all coming back to relive
Harbour the culture of fear with every word I'm thinking up
Thinking—Thinking I should learn, instead I learnt to think too much
And maybe one day, I deserve a little trust
But I love the things that hurt me and hurt the things I love
Turn over and get up, then I left rocking the same clothes
As last night, cutting more Z's than Don Diego
Found light at the end of the tunnel on the railroad
All as I watch the day go past with the last train home

[Chorus: K21 & Joy & Sparks]
This road I'm building till I pave my way
Brick after brick until the daylight came
And soon I promise that I'll change my way
But till then I'm just living every day by day
And every morning while I lay wide awake
Drifting away, looking at the rain side sways
I said I promise that I'll change my way
But till then I'm just living every day by day

[Outro: Joy & Sparks]
I'ma get up, I'ma get out
And I'ma leave my home
My heart will beat there while I
Roam
I'ma get it, I'ma get it till I get home
It's all I 'm knowing in my city so I roam
And nothing ever changes how I'm feeling when I'm home
When I’m home