Back Deck

I'm on the back deck contemplating life tryna figure things out
I've never really had it figured out, why am I tryna start now?
Everyone I love holds me accountable
It's heavy cause I got myself a heart of gold
And when it's done tickin' I hope that I've made em all proud

Everywhere I go, I dream about comin' home
It's the only place that takes me to my zone.

I hear that morning dove, coffee cup, tying up a hook to my line
Am I fishin for the answers or pretending that I got some free time
I got some roaches I been savin' for a rainy day
I roll em up and write something that resonates
And it's like 95 Fahrenheit but I think I'm stayin' outside

Everywhere I go, I dream about comin' home
It's the only place that takes me to my zone.

I just need some time alone, out on my patio
Where I got everything I need to feed my soul

I'm on the back deck contemplating life tryna figure things out
Never really had it figured out, I'm not gonna start now.