Before & after

Not even the pills could save me
Not even the pills could take me away
If i wasn't here would it still be the same

Never thought id need you thought i needed her
36 pills thats what i deserve
In the hospital bed and my body hurt
In the hospital bed and my kidneys hurt

A life where you happy thats what you deserve
I was trapping everyday so you ain't have to work
I been at my lowest i been in the dirt
I tried everything but ain't a thing work

Please dont go
I wish i could hear those words from you
Staring at my phone for a call from you
I guess you dont have a heart, everything was true

I gave you everything
I was down bad you ain't even look my way
All the money in the world can't bring you back no way
I make money its the only way to numb my pain

Moneys the only reason im here today
The day i go broke is my very last day
People switch up, but the moneys always been there for me

Everything i said to you, i take it back
In the hospital bed thinking what we had
I might od once again if i can't get it back
Now i hear voices in my head i can't never relax