​real love

Mostly i remember
Screaming fighting
Constant violence
Smells of alcohol
And cigarettes when
You got home
I made myself small
You made yourself big
I still see the wall i stared at
It makes me sick
I don't know what of you lives within me
But i know that now

I want love that hurts
In my skin
I want love that rots
Through my limbs
I want real love for us all

No sleep
Ultraviolet radiation
Pouring on me
There's no sillhouette
There's nothing left
No mystery
I can feel my organs slowly failing
No one wants to touch you if you're flailing
I know inner peace lies waiting for me
But i feel too weak

I wish i was underneath your skin
I want love that bleeds from within
It feels evil but

I want love that hurts
In my skin
I want love that rots
Through my limbs
I want real love for
I want love that hurts
In my skin
I want love that rots
Through my limbs

I want real love for us all
I want real love for us all
Real love for us all