When I Feel
I ain't never felt like this before
Heart be pacing
While I'm staring at the floor
Forgot if I had felt like this before
Mind still racing
While I'm running out the door
Yet I'm scared
Does he care
About how I really look
Or the way I do my hair
If he knew what's here inside
Bet he'd fall in love
With my body plus my mind
I can't fake this even if I tried
You got me so terrified
I'd rather be lonely
Then have another man disown me
I hate when I'm uncomfortable
So fucked up, so vulnerable
I'd rather be lonely
Then have another man disown me
Cause when I feel
That's when I know it's real
I barely get it off my chest
Cause I know
that what comes next is real
When I feel
I ain't crazy
(Cray-ay-ay-ay-ee-he-zee)
But I'll raise hell
if you call me your baby
And you don't call me back
Shit I'll catch a case
If I'm the one that's chasin
I ain't ever felt
Like this before
Messages on read
While I'm crying on the floor
I ain't never felt like this before
Messing with my head
While I'm begging you for more
Yet I'm scared, does he care
About how I really look
Or the way I do my hair
If he knew what's here inside
Bet he'd fall in love
With my body plus my mind
I can't fake this even if I tried
You got me so terrified
I'd rather be lonely
Then have another man disown me
I hate when I'm uncomfortable
So fucked up, so vulnerable
I'd rather be lonely
Then have another man disown me
(Than have another man disown me)
Cause when I feel
That's when I know its real
I barely get it off my chest
Cause I know
That what comes next is real
When I feel
Cause when he feels
I don't know if its real
When he gets it off his chest
I'm always made to second guess
If it's real
When he feels