someone new

I'm lost in a dream, I cannot think, I cannot see, I cannot breathe, I'm suffering, all
to defeat
Is this how it's supposed to be when you are not next to me
And baby, you had me suffering, falling to pieces

Sometimes I wonder how far I'm gonna go under
Sometimes I close my eyes and I think about how life is gonna
end for me, end for me, end for me, end for me
nothing even feels real, I'm so high, I can't feel

Oh, nothing even feels real, I'm so high, I can't feel
Oh, baby, you had me moving slow and slower
So why would you block me, baby, I'm a grower
A helpless romantic, I can't really have my heart hurt

Why choose him when I was your first
And you rose me up for the worst
Yeah, my heart's stuck in a hearse
Cause I feel nothing but the hurt, and it keeps on getting worse

And cupid shot me got blood on my shirt, so next time pretty please watch your words
You already know, baby, you are the worst
Nothing even feels real, I'm so high, I can't feel
Mhm, baby, you fucked me up for the worst

Now I'm sitting here, I love you so much, it hurts
This ain't a rap song and this ain't a verse
Just know I have a new bitch under my shirt