Coin Flipper

You know that feeling when you made it out the trench quicker
Mah hood niggas they addicted to the painkillers
Could have been dead but I’m living amma coin flipper
I called mah broski, got a credit now the bank thicker

We used to pray for days like this, flying in a chopper
Please don’t judge me by past even the pope a sinner
Don’t you try to quit, I know you was born a winner
I know my brothers too well I don’t trust no other niggas

Save mah soul, I been lost in your premises
I been caught up by my demons and mah nemesis
You know that feeling when you dosing just to try to sleep
Young boy is traumatized I swear to God it’s killing him

I’m fighting demons in mah head I fear that I might lose
Every time I close my eyes I’m thinking bout the news
Reason why I’m grinding ten toes, my whole life on cruise
I do this for mah niggas, do this for mah mama too

Pratice makes perfect i don’t care what they say
Fighting with my demons,tryna stay onto my lane
They see me everyday,young boy you fighting for a place
And i don’t even mind,if they say Jumbo you insane
Ohhh mama just save me,i’m stuck in with this painnnnn

All alone myself and i’m wishing for a rain
She say she be my girl,she lied she put on them skates
And i can’t say i’m perfect but i guess they all the same
And i miss the days we grinding,we grinding on that way
I tried put you on,i swear it’s clearly not mistake
I did it everytime, out till late i was moving cray
Taking daily pills i know it’s only for a day

Could have been starving buh I’m grateful for all of this pain
Member when I used hustle, it’s time that I gain
Cold hearted, wicked soul, that’s what I became
I was fucking on you bitches it’s time that I came

Ausubillahi minashaytanirujim
Heard you snitching on your bro you said it was him
All my real niggas I know they wan see me win
How you feel when everyone in your circle win?

You call them hard drugs but I call em my pain killers
I got trust issues, every girl a gold digger
I been broken for too long, oh my heart shatter
I’m a fucking hustler, I’m a goal getter