Insomnia

What time is it? Oh fuck
Its been a week or maybe two
It's looking bleak and it's mainly due
To the nightmares, they don't fight fair
I'm locked up while the night stares
Tryna get some sleep
Confined by my own mind
I'm behind, I've declined
Oh please just let me unwind
I'm just gonna lay down
I'm tapped out, I need rest
I act out when depressed
So please heed my request
Now I don't wanna think about my own death
But I'm obsessed about my own breath
Is it too fast? Is it too slow?
What time is it? Fuck, I don't know
Oh man. Wait, is that the sun coming up?
Oh my god... I just need some sleep
My eyes bloodshot at the break of dawn
Like a kid caught with a big ol' bong
They're so red, feeling so dead
And I'm layin' in my own damn bed
They fucking hurt
Man my arm kinda hurts too though
It's tingling, wait is it numb?
This a heart attack, or am I that dumb?
Gotta look it up
Gonna grab my phone
Unplug the bitch then tap home
Gotta Google this, oh that's rich
My pain's gone, how overblown
This happens every night
I'm always assuming the worst
What If I die? Maybe I'm cursed
I know it's a lie, but nothing works man
What do I do? This is every fuckin' night man
Dude, just fall asleep
I'm losin' my ability to think clearly
Due to my incapability to sleep, really?
I'm sick of this shit, It'll never end
Can't fix it, I'm so spent
Just get used to it
I know I'm not alone
lotta people out there without a home
But I got one, so what gives? I'm so scared I won't live
But you're so young?
Yeah I get that
But a lotta people die, and that's a fact
And one day that'll be me but I can't say with a guarantee
That day won't be tomorrow
So now I'm feeling hollow
I fear that I'm in way too deep
I can't win, I need sleep
Okay, let's just give it another shot
Oh my god, fuck