Confessions (feat. Fastlane)

I don't want to die again
But fuck it I might die again (What?)
Scared that I might lie again
And fuck up all my ties again (UH HUH)
Seen the family try again
And bring the dark to light again
Can't make my momma cry again
So I'm reaching for the slightest bit (UH HUH)
Of happiness and confidence (Yea)
So fuck it I get high again
She looked into my eyes again
And told me I could smile again (YEA YEA YEA YEA YEA)
Told the doctor I'm doing well
Fuck it pour some more
She said she'd see me in hell
But I already been there before
Lost some brothers to them cells
Stay down we gon' get you home
I witnessed niggas run up 50 bands
And seen 'em all go broke
In a living nightmare
I don't do the daydreams
Watched him die right there
We ain't seen the same things
Trying to get my soul clear, and stack the bucks jade-green
She play it cool I might share
She say the music amazing
Confessions of the dying
I'm feeling useless
All the useless shit I'm buying
Just to make up for excuses
I been truthless
You ain't never introduced us
I am King.
She is ruthless
To my blueness
Baby who this?
(WHO)
Confessions
Of my imperfections
Confessions
My mind been hectic
Confessions
I scrolled past your message
Confessions
Of my imperfections
Confessions
Confessions
Confessions
Of my imperfections
I must confess
I'm feeling less
And feeling less of
The joys presented
Intrusive thoughts invented
The bullets never hit who was intended
Augmented reality
Computer generated love
Tested my morality
He saved his trust
He didn't save enough
Now here the savior comes
To show him hospitality