Bad Thoughts

Ayy ayy
Shout outs to everybody that's keepin' it real
This is dedicated to y'all

Rest in peace my paps
I started from way way way back down
I made it, on God

I got demons in my head
They tryna lead me to my grave
I can't fake it I'm afraid
Don't wanna face it not again
Made some moves with some bad thoughts
Had my clock moving backwards
Made some moves with some bad thoughts
Had my clock moving backwards

Damn
I seen people acting like they know me
I wake up with a lotta dismal every morning
I'm still on my hustle ion need no Matrimony
Life can be hard sometimes like a Monopoly
Sometimes I feel I'm losing all of my oxygen
I try to be clean cuz I hate the pathogens
We all just passengers looking for passages
I'm not the messenger but I got a lotta messages
I see people making complaints
But they ain't even had half of my problems
Damn, I was stressed a lot depressed
Almost giving up man I almost quit the race huh
Buh I'm blessed fuck the enemy
If they had the power I know they coulda ended me
Buh I am not a fool no more
I just sip some Hennessy and look on

I got demons in my head
They trynna lead me to my grave
I can't fake it I'm afraid
Don't wanna face it not again
Made some moves with some bad thoughts
Had my clock moving backwards
Made some moves with some bad thoughts
Had my clock moving backwards

They wanted me to be a doctor
Sorry moms lemme be a rapper
I can still make your dreams come true
Making M's in tens not twos
You know they say every step is a forward move
I know success gone be on time not overdue
I just want the cream ion want no residue
Living in solitude got a different point of view
Talking to myself man I self meditate
I put my life on the line cuz this is worth the wait
Ain't never giving up I can't even take a break
Took a lotta girls on dates my heart beats the same
Damn, Is it Julianne or Mercylin or Catherine?
Ion know man buh still nothing ain't happenin'
No fake loving you can call me Collin Kaepernick
So I'ma eat your girls and let you do the scavengin'

I got demons in my head
They trynna lead me to my grave
I can't fake it I'm afraid
Don't wanna face it not again
Made some moves with some bad thoughts
Had my clock moving backwards
Made some moves with some bad thoughts
Had my clock moving backwards