Some Time Away

(John Diamond made the beat and I'm gon' kill it)
I love you but I don't trust you

I love you but I don't trust you
You broken our bonds of trust
My nigga, my Z you cut me deep way deeper than us
And dealing with this betrayal gotta be hell, but it be tough
You put the blame on me like I'm the reason for all this stuff
I was thinking, maybe I'm overthinking
Like is it me, or maybe I'm going crazy
The emotions that's resulted from this shit, it got me angry
I'm holding back from raging, coping with medication that ain't prescribed to me
I'm dealing with confusion 'cause you lied to me
I can't, comprehend what's happening
They ain't comprehend what's happening
More pain, on top of all the pain I've been battling
You know I need you more than anything
Lonely
I can't get a good vibe from anyone
I can't find a good time anywhere
Loneliness 'cause it's nobody's fault except for mine
Why should I expect everyone else to help me cry?
The truth ain't set me free yet so people believe I'm lying
I'm a murderer, they show me no sympathy
Lately, I'm realizing my insecurities
Sometimes, I even question myself
Like am I worth it for people to love me and to care?
'Cause obviously you felt like I ain't worthy
We having sex while you were pregnant with my baby just to hurt me
I hate you
Shame, I feel like I'm the one to blame
I'm ashamed I let you treat me like a lame
Fuck this fame, I won't repeat this if I could change it
I be trappin', I was happy back on Z street in the rain

Need to take some time away
Need to give my mind a break