Find Myself

So let me tell you what's been going through my mind
Hot temper feels like a curse, I keep on burning people's minds
Steady planning my next move, hoping everything be fine
Problem is I'm in the present and this shit don't feel divine I'm
Up all night fighting my demons, don't seem indirect
Something feels off, so this ain't right, so God is this my test
Sending me signs but overthinking got me doing less
Time to be mature intentions pure cause I'mma be up next

I got so much on my mind it's feeling heavy
It's like I suffocate myself, I swear I can't breathe
I be too hard on myself, it might just send me
God forgive me for my sins, gotta stop sinning
I know you watching over me, reason I'm winning
Steady blowing up but loving how they envy
All I'm trying to do is set the bar for family
I gotta feed them like Thanksgiving it's a food spree
Let's take a trip to Cozumel ride on the jet skis
Or somewhere nice just like Dubai to get my head free
T up with the bros, bring all the hoes, say it's a frenzy
Yeah I'm really at this point, got plenty plan B's
And yeah I'm pretty blessed, steady chasing checks
Although I make a mess, I'm heavy minded
But head straight I got it on my neck
I know these haters out here talking all this shit
I just humble myself, Tony said do more and say less