Still Opening

Tell me how you feel, how you feelin
Tryna keep it real you need healin
Nights stuck feeling hard feelings
I start feelin eyes tearin
Know I can't really be here when
Some shit I'm meant to be hearin
Tell me you fear me leavin
Hope know I'm never leavin
That rude shit I said, never mean it
Never meant to get bad feelings
That girl leave her scent on my clothing
I can give you time, you're still loathing
You need time to make your mind though
You're the one who chose me
I can give you time, heart's still opening
Really in my mind never lonely
Really in my mind all the time keep an ex side off me
Past mad that I don't respond timely
More than a main, know she gon' be mine
Wanna keep me in your life
Wanna be there for some time
You hintin you got needs, so do I
Back from it still didn't feel alive
I'm only fully feelin life when you're right by my side
Never done this before but promise I'll try
You by my side, only see good signs
I'm tryna hide my thoughts but I wouldn't say that they're lies
That girl got me in my mind say you're fine, but I know that you're lying
That girl leave her scent on my clothing
I can give you time, you're still loathing
You need time to make your mind though
You're the one who chose me
I can give you time, heart's still opening
Really in my mind never lonely
Really in my mind all the time keep an ex side off me
Past mad that I don't respond timely
More than a main, know she gon' be mine