Christopher

(Verse One)
Dear Christopher, I wanna talk to you
I know by now you've been feeling blue
You don't quite know what's going on inside
But here I am, here to tell you why
See I am you, don't get confused
Some things have changed but so have you
You're so perplexed so I'll shed light
The future for us is far from bright
To this day, I'm still tethered to you
Now I'm the one who's feeling blue
Your heart skips beats, but mine has stopped
I know these words might make yours drop
I don't want you around anymore
I need to leave you behind this door
Lock the door and ditch the key
Because I need to live authentically

(Pre Chorus)
Christopher, I need to let you go
Though you were me, both heart and soul
You're like a sweater that I've outgrown
And I feel this ache beneath my bones
A scared little boy, deep down a girl
Never thought she'd live to see the world
All the changes, some good some bad
But at the end of the day, we're both still sad

(Chorus)
Christopher, please just go home
If you stay, your soul will be alone
I don't wanna hurt you, but I must stay
You only add black to all my greys
Christopher, you will be missed
But if you go, we might find bliss
Climb up the sky, your soul at seven
And you might find your long lost heaven

(Verse Two)
Christopher, i know it's hard
But it's best to leave your heart in shards
Please do this for us, we might find peace
Be gone from me, I beg you please
There's no place for you inside this body
You need to leave, take all my sorries
I know that god will treat you well
But he might send me down to hell
But I'm okay with that, I feel better now
I'm moving on, I can't explain how
I need to be Krystal, you're killing me
I carry you around, you're a disease
But this illness it can be cured
I know if you're gone, it'll work i'm sure
Please just trust me, I won't steer us wrong
But this goodbye is becoming too long

(Pre Chorus)
Christopher, I need to let you go
Though you were me, both heart and soul
You're like a sweater that I've outgrown
And I feel this ache beneath my bones
A scared little boy, deep down a girl
Never thought she'd live to see the world
All of the changes, some good some bad
But at the end of the day, we're both still sad

(Chorus)
Christopher, please just go home
If you stay, your soul will be alone
I don't wanna hurt you, but I must stay
You only add black to all my greys
Christopher, you will be missed
But if you go, we might find bliss
Climb up the sky, your soul at seven
And you might find your long lost heaven

(Bridge)
Christopher, you're dead to me
Why the fuck won't you leave me be
All I want to be away from you
All you've ever done is bring me gloom
The family still calls me by your name
Because you were born, I have you to blame
Some of the blame goes to mom and dad
They only want you, I'm jealous and mad
Mom won't love me if I'm not you
I hear from dad when the moon is blue
You've ruined my life and my relationships
I'm stuck with your baggage, I can't deal with it
So I ask you again will you please just leave
Without you here, I can finally be
Who we've always known I am, all my life
Please take your bags, you're leaving tonight