Mistakes

I sink again
Goddammit, I want to break, all I do is bend
I'm sick of waiting (On fucking maybes)
I'll twiddle my thumbs while you make up your mind that
We're not worth the time and fucking effort (Never)
Resentment rests in my bed
(No sleep for me)
Hang by a thread worth-less self worth
I sink lower
I wasn't always like this
Heart break reshapes
But it cannot erase our mistakes
I push through
What else can I do?
Just push through
What else can we?
Such a bitter bitch life is
To discover you're not worth shit
Not what others want to see
(Not even who you wanna be)
I dig deeper
Maybe my problem is me
Still there's, got to be more
Were we meant to live this way?
To drift away?
I refuse
To believe
(There's no way out)
Tunnel visions got seeing
Little past this sour feeling
Patience and clarity
Grant me new strength
Somethings aren't meant to last
My natures to the live in the past but it proves to
(Do me no good)
I'm thankful for you
Gave me love, gave me time, gave me you but no more
(Time will pass on)