What does it mean to be alone

[Verse 1]
Moving and grooving tonight at the Transylvania castle with Dracula tonight all us about to mount the top of our game but I'm gonna stay the same
But I used to be that kid in the corner all alone I know loneliness the feeling of having no friends
I just have been that way for so long that I just don't know how you accept that I've been accepted I just been having a septic shock caused by your infectious negative energy
I just have to be better I guess maybe it will work better if I mattered
I been clattered and scattered across the earth with the curse of a thousand suns
I got a ton of weight but none is ever lifted here I'll gift wrap it for you to open the gift to your brain
I will pop open a vain I'm not insanely gaining the same game I been stuck in a loop eating the soup of knowledge trying to get into college
I've been back to smack the wack out of you but I got a lot to do
Before I can be happy

[Pre Verse] [Anti SD]
I've been alone before what does it matter if I am again
Just cause I found myself doesn't mean I'm happy yet

[Verse 2]
I just never thought that I would be this unhappy till I caught myself feeling and dealing with it
I have been healing you all and I'm slowly killing me in the last few weeks I've been growing weak and been sneaked up on by all the fear there are layers of it too
Players want to pray when the mayor comes out to greet you will stay High or Get down
I am alone

[Outro]
“ For a long time I felt alone and didn’t feel like I had anybody sure I had family but that’s different I mean someone I could share my secrets with and hang with and have fun But I found them never give up”